Try and Try again

 Hello there ! 

This is, by no means, my first attempt at blogging. I've wanted to write since forever but all the numerous attempts made so far have been frankly half-hearted. When confidence is non-existent and self-esteem below negative, what can one do but make feeble trials and fizzle out as soon as the last full stop is put? Many have accused me of perfectionism, something I still fail to understand, because I never try to be perfect in the first place !

Be that as it may, there is no end to the times one can try to do something. So, this time I hope I'm able to sustain my efforts. And, in the process, stop being so incredibly shy about using the pronoun 'I', which I find a criminal sin at times ! In times when pronouns have ceased to be a mere part of speech and have acquired identities of their own, I guess it is okay to use "I" and not feel terribly ashamed of it. After all what I think and feel can never be satisfactorily expressed under the neutral and colourless "one"; somehow it feels distant.

And so, here's to another blog and sincere effort to release that "I" which have been trapped for so long, may be unnecessarily. When the whole world puts all thoughts out there every second of every minute, I too can grab a small space out there, can't I? 😀